blood pressure Lyrics

I'm not pushing you away

It's just a bad mental day

Cause on the outside I'm perfect but no one knows how much I'm hurting

All my pain I push back down

So I fake if any ones around

But I'm so close to overflowing I just cant keep on going

And it's up to me to turn it all off but I hate giving up

Brain is spinning vision fading can't catch a breath is it all in my head

Don't act dramatic

Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me

Heart skipping a beat from anxiety my blood pressures dropping

My friends try to confide in me

But I'm busy with my insecurities

And I love ant so badly to be their for them but their problems are my problems

Why am I there for everyone else but never for me

So my brain is spinning visions fading

Cant catch a breath is it all in my head

Don't act dramatic

Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me

Heart skipping a beat from anxiety my blood pressures dropping

Maybe it's genetic what if it's all in my head I can't give myself any grace

If it's all important than why am I hurting my parents say I need to take a break

But I'm stubborn and I'll never stop

But If I fall I might not get back up

So my brain is spinning visions fading can't catch a breath is it all in my head

Don't act dramatic

Every days the same thing no medicine can fix me

Heart skipping a beat

My blood blood pressures dropping