Subconscious Lyrics

Yeah, what can I say?

It's food for thought, been in a box

So I got shit to say

I'm in a space, a different place

Since we lost the race

You had me winded, it ended

You couldn't match my pace

You'll pay the toll

Because you know that I can't be replaced

I'm slowing down, I'm not around

Not doing the chase

I know you young, so go have fun

Because I've had my taste

I couldn't manage, had to vanish

Not leaving a trace

Did hella damage, with advantage

With that beaded waist

Them pretty eyes and thick lips

That sit up on that face

My life was damaged, it was mammoth

And you filled that space

So fucking dumb and hella numb

I had my faith misplaced

Yeah

And it's a damn shame

We point the finger at each other

Not taking the blame

We played the game

We had a flame

Left that shit untamed

Treated me lame

Shine or rain

You never felt the same

Yeah

You say it's mind of men

To want to own, I disagree

And so I grab my pen

With opposition

Steady thinking every now and then

Bout how I lost my Dad

And you ain't even tap in

Damn

You know it's all good

I just ain't fucking with you

Focused on my livelihood

I hope you doing good

I really wish you understood

The prices that we pay

Being victims of our childhood

Man

I think I went too deep

You never liked to talk

Because you say that I'm too deep

No handbook

So I ain't even have the codes to cheat

Back on my feet

I can't repeat

I'm getting hella sleep

Yeah

And it ain't about fucking you over

Ran out of luck

Even though I had a four leaf clover

This shit got dark

And I could feel that it was taking over

It smelled so sweet

But by the end it had the foulest odor

Yeah

But now this shit is over

Found a composer

So that I can give this shit exposure

I needed closure

Especially as I'm getting older

You growing too

So I'm hoping that you getting closure

Love that you sober

Hope you and your Dad been getting closer

This world is getting colder

Hope he there to lend a shoulder

Moreover

Putting this shit inside a file folder

I'm a beholder

Now I'm moving like a business owner

Yeah

I wish you all the best

Get you a nigga that you know

Is not gon be obsessed

Make sure he keep you blessed

Make sure that he cleans your stress

Keep the faith

Because with that comes along success

Yeah

I had to let you know

I had to write it down

Because I had to let it go

You liked my flow

And I'm grateful

Because it make me glow

That belief it was relief

It kept me on my toes

I told you all my woes

I held it down while on the road

Now I'm enrolled

Life a school

I'm on the honor roll

These days I'm focused on myself

And owning my soul

So stay solid and seek knowledge

So you don't get stole

Yeah

But Imma let you go

Just had to let you know

Let this shit cry out

And no offense if you know who this shit's about