Hold On ft. Bastian Fangs Lyrics

I saw your smile fade away as I was coming

Never bring it up so I swept it under the rugging

But in the back of my dome thoughts would race like

today would be the day or was the joy turning fake

I had some fears of my own, so did you

But we always came together when it's time to tell the truth

We both wanted the better, always looking for a ladder

I hate it when you cry, dry my shirt within your leather

And I know that you know that we had a bond

But you know, that I know it was all for fun

The texts are getting slower, we must've gotten older

Now I'm catching frostbite from a cold shoulder

And now I stand all alone, reflecting all of these notes

I can't cope I've been running for hope

They say that pain can be a lesson or a curse

The latter's feeling more like a shotgun burst

Hold on, to me

In case there's something wrong

You say, I'm fine

I know that's all a lie

But I know, you need

Someone to hold you down

So much that I wanna tell you

I wanna make sure you're okay

I pass the blame around like smoking on my last gram

This shit is mine alone, I feel it till I can't stand

The kind of headache where ibuprofen is ineffective

Chest pain like the morgue performing a Y-incision

Take the lords name in vain with a million questions

Tell him "you were too young to go" until I stand corrected

My throat swelling I'm yelling off of the mountain top

Tears cascade and diminish into a single drop

Cause you felt so alone for a final time

And I hope that we meet in another life

If I could hold you in my arms, maybe you'd let me see right through

You told me I was a good one, maybe you'd be here if that were true

You're rent-free

In my mind is the place where you live

Hold on, to me

In case there's something wrong

You say I'm fine

I know that's all a lie

But I know, you need

Someone to hold you down

So much that I wanna tell you

I wanna make sure you're okay

It's been a while, sick of being high

I've been tryna figure out my damn mind

It sounds crazy, skies are getting shady

I don't really know how I feel lately

Deleting pictures, skipping dinner

Why is it feeling like the ice is thinner

I never said it, or even sent it

Maybe it's my fault I should've never held it