Pain To Gold Lyrics

I be antisocial, stay inside

Look through my lens and see the pain in my eyes

So fucking numb, I cant feel no more

All this rain in my heart overflows

Now I gotta turn this pain to gold

So I get my paintbrush and I go

Watch me paint my life slowly in gold

So I can get up, score that shit like a forward

Score the goal, get the gold, score the goal

We gotta turn this pain into gold

My momma so damn sick, that shit hurt my soul

Put it up with God, there's not much I can control

Going through this life I'm feeling so alone

But I ain't got nowhere to go

Never even had no big homie, no big bro

Do it how I go, do it by my say so

We just playing one on one against us

Against our mind, against our brain

Conversations with myself make me reflect my life

What I done wrong and what I can change

We don't wanna go back to them old ways

We don't wanna go back to them cloudy days

Felt like heart attack, on the floor I would lay

And we don't wanna go back

And I don't wanna go back feeling like I'm stabbed in my spine

Crazy how much bullshit that a smile can hide

It's hard to start grinding with shit heavy on your mind

I'm just really tryna get my momma right

Watch how you can shine through all in the nighttime,

Just know in the end it's gon' be alright

I be antisocial, stay inside

Look through my lens and see the pain in my eyes

So fucking numb, I cant feel no more

All this rain in my heart overflows

Now I gotta turn this pain to gold

So I get my paintbrush and I go

Watch me paint my life slowly in gold

So I can get up, score that shit like a forward

Score the goal, get the gold, score the goal

We gotta turn this pain into gold

Into gold

(We gotta turn this pain into gold)

Turn this pain to gold

(We gotta turn this pain into gold)

Pick your head up, can't stay low

(We gotta turn this pain into gold)

Baby I been feeling low

(We gotta turn this pain into gold)

Into gold

(We gotta turn this pain into gold)