Emotionally Scarred Lyrics

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

So now I'm taking shots all in the dark

Coping

Trying my best to be open but most times

It feels I'm losing focus

Internal pressure

I hope no one notice

Cuz this shit is bogus

She want it with me

And I'm starting to see similarities

Between the old chicks

Guess I have a type and some patterns repeated I noticed

Talking emotions

That's a sensitive topic

Want deeper connections but there is a blockage

Relational issues getting out of pocket

It's either an anchor or rocket

Hold it don't drop it

My heart is fragile

So I got bubble wrap and packing paper

Might need a savior

Don't get too close

I'm a player

Emotionally unavailable

Only doing what I did cuz I had to get through

Never saw real love

Just two people who choose to settle

For the abuse, even mentally too

As a child seeing that, wachu think you gone do

Hear the sounds

Click clack

Think it's coming for you

Always ready for a war

Go head and bust a move

Untouchable

I never put my trust in you

Fear of rejection, got me rushing through

Accustomed to not even feeling a thing

If I wanna change, must rewire my brain

Seeking nirvana not talking Cobain

But be courteous, not easy breaking this chains

Baby come sit on my face

Let me make it rain

Come ease any pain

We off weed and a drink

She said "why don't you love me?"

I told her I can't

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

So now I'm taking shots all in the dark

When I try to let people in they walk over like pedestrians

Now they can never get my best again

Now giddy up like equestrians then the rest is in

Always tryna bless a friend

Fake loving like it ain't noticed, so perplexed within

Hate motives that's only selfish and diminish the grin

Sometimes you gotta lose some in order to win

It's called shedding

It feels lonely then you get to second guessing

When you hold on to what's not yours

You block your blessings

My heart is closed, think it turned cold from all this stressing

So I ain't stressing

Cuz I can't

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart

Can't love at all

I'm guarded, think I'm numb

Emotionally scarred

Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start

So now I'm taking shots all in the dark

Emotionally scarred

Can't can't love at all

Emotionally scarred

Emotionally scarred