Edge of Suicide Lyrics

I'm crossing my mind every day

I was left broken and still left to decay

I'm lost without my soul far away

If today was my last day

I'd love to sit and chat with you

About all I'm feeling inside

Beside me is the antidote to all of my problems

I can't lighten up my day cause the torch went out

I threw away the key to my heart

Cause I was tired of the pain

Don't blame me for going insane

It's the strain on my brain

As you left through the door walking away

Nothing is safe in my head

All the thoughts of how to feel

Just leave me feeling dead

And if I was to end it all

I'll just have to confess to Death

And admit that I didn't listen

To the voices trying to help me in my head

It's not something that I could help

But I felt like I could depend on my self doubt

And it's only making me feel better off dead

Times have changed and I am here to say

Don't let it cross your mind

All the self doubt that breaks your heart

Believe in yourself and your life will change

It's strange how we all honesty feel the same

One day we're happy to be alive

Next day we wish we would die

Times up in your mind

Don't slip away from the light

My eyes cry when you talk about the edge of suicide

You wish upon better days

Constantly looking at your reflection in a daze

Popping pills and drinking the pain away

You never think about your last day

You only found yourself to hate yourself the next day

You used me so happy to be alive

Talking about how you wanted to grow up

And live a happy life

And you let your emotions get the best of you

And you burned out the candle light to your heart

You believed that you were at the top at one time

Now your life is mess and you just want to give up

You talk about suicide and how you want to die

Self influenced by your own pain

You just want to take away your pain

Only to feel it the next day

Times have changed and your here to say

Don't let it cross your mind

All the self doubt that breaks your heart

Believe in yourself and your life will change

It's strange how we all honesty feel the same

One day we're happy to be alive

Next day we wish we would die

Times up in your mind

Don't slip away from the light

My eyes cry when you talk about the edge of suicide

Your crossing your mind every day

You we're left broken and still left to decay

Your without your soul faraway

If today was your last day

I'd love for you to sit and chat with me

About all your feeling inside