Hold Me Close ft. Deadman98 Lyrics

As a kid I was knowing a lot, not knowing enough,

Lord knows we missed many hugs, always living in a rush,

I got a system filled with drugs, I think it helps, missing my granny, because

She used to heal my cuts, a 7 year old talking about growing up,

My mind on death, low and behold skinny still perfect at fucking up,

This music shit everything I wanted so I could never give it up,

Telling her we had no trust had me feeling sick as fuck, now I can feel it in my gut,

But how in the fuck you quit falling in love, how many bucks does it take to buy a spot above,

Blair don't care he just inhaled some hell into his lungs,

As a kid I was knowing a lot, not knowing enough,

I got a system filled with drugs, I'm just a fuck up, I admit, I hit the blunt to reflect on all the things that I missed, All this time came and it went,

Motherfucker gotta die before we live, my mind sleep deprived,

Closed my eyes trying to keep some time but it always seemed to slip,

Jotting my thoughts before they forgotten like the things in the darkness that we did,

Often walking beside my problems like I wasn't bothered at solving this shit,

Anonymous anomaly harvesting fears, come and walk with me my dear,

I swear death likes to talk in my ear,

Whispering one day I'll be gone but for now I'm right here,

Breathing in the night air,

Swear I had my head in the clouds promising to keep my toes in the mud,

All I ever been was trouble and such,

A cup half full, help me get a little with my struggles,

I mean help me just a little with my struggles feeling numb

Like the knuckles of my uncle, baby what the fuck you want from me,

No reason to play dumb knowing that we just running,

But hold me close, if you still love me in the morning

Hold me close,

Need to hold me closer they ain't feel me like a ghost

Want me floating by the rope

Tell em hold me close

Need to hold me closer they ain't feel me like a ghost

Want me floating by the rope

It feel like

Hold me close I been feeling like a ghost

Close!

Hold me close I been feeling like a ghost

They want me floating by the rope