Can't Be Myself Lyrics

The thoughts are driving me crazy

It makes me mad that I can't be myself

I just need a little bit to get by

Something small to take the edge off

But now I'm trapped by it it'll never let me go

Surrender and give in it wants to take control

It wants to abuse me tear me down and break me

Temptation won't go away I want to break free

I know this won't last forever

It makes me sad that I'll have to come down

I never want to do it again

I'm just too scared to face it alone

It's right behind me it likes to follow me down

It's getting closer it wants to swallow me whole

Left me to waste and rot from the inside

Just one more time the decisions not mine

It's right behind me it's going to find me

It's going to get me when I'm looking down and I won't see it coming no

It wants to chain me it wants to break me

It wants everything that I own and to feast on my soul

It's right behind me it's going to find me

It's going to get me when I'm looking down upon myself

I'm wearing too thin I'm losing control I'm going out of my mind

But this is only the beginning now

It's right behind me it's going to find me

It's going to get me when I'm looking down and I won't see it coming no

It wants to chain me it wants to break me

It wants everything that I own and to feast on my soul

It's right behind me it's going to find me

It's going to get me when I'm looking down upon myself

I'm wearing too thin I'm losing control I'm going out of my mind

But this is only the beginning now

Quit begging for change this is your life

I am the gun and you are the knife

Listen to me I'm your only advice

Get on your knees prepare your sacrifice

You took me in to make yourself whole

Like you I to want so much more

You're not enough I want your soul