Watch What I Become Lyrics

My father first steps

Addicted like my blood

Better than the plan left

Watch what I become

Leaf on the same tree

Roots in the mud

Anything like the family

Watch what I become

Hold on, listen, got a whole lot of fact for you

Heavy shit enough to fill a body bag or two

I wake up mad, sun up until it's afternoon

To talk my temper down, it's such a hazard, dude

When I was little, I was quiet, just observed things

Learned from what was real and walk away from absurd things

Family was a trip, all wanna hustle, fight or pop something

Drink until it dry, smoke anything, and steal I'm not frontin

But I was good see I was different, so I thought, uh

Yeah, I was different, I was good up to a fault, uh

When I was little, I was younger than em all

Once I started gettin' older, I was right there with em all, fuck

Startin' trouble, causin' ruckus like a hooligan

Fightin, drinkin, skippin' class every day like a foolish kid

Minor in possession then another couple misdemeanors

Time I was a teen, up until present

Oh what we have here

See, I ain't wanna follow in my father's footsteps

I wasn't tryna be addicted like my blood

Shit, I was thinkin' I'd do better than the plan left

I just gotta be me, watch what I become

See, I ain't tryna be a leaf on the same tree

I wanna play my own roots in the mud

Now I don't wanna be anything like the family

I'ma do my own thing, watch what I become

Okay, look, I'ma tell you how I feel, right

I have trouble wakin' up, tryna sleep at night

I've been broken, I've been strugglin' my whole life

Twenty-eight years old, it's time to live my own life

It all date back before my time

The path meant for me to walk was in no straight line

You see, the man who had it paved, he was in no mind

To make any type of decision with crossin' eyes

And dottin tees, he's like he different

But just too drunk, puttin' his hands on kids and women

Like, what the fuck, that substance blurrin' the mind

Got him so corrupt, past addiction, down the whole line

But I'm here to cut the motherfuckin' chain off

Yeah, I'm out this bitch, the bloodline stop here

Try to doubt me, bitch, fuck pills, fuck alcohol

Crack, yeah, all of it, I'm cleanin' up my surroundings

So I can live my life

Cause I ain't wanna follow in my father's footsteps

Now I ain't tryna be addicted like my blood

Shit, I was thinkin' I'd do better than the plan left

I just gotta be me, watch what I become

See, I ain't tryna be a leaf on the same tree

I wanna plant my own roots in the mud

Now I don't wanna be anything like the family

I'ma do my own thing, watch what I become

Yeah, I don't wanna follow in my father's footsteps

Now I ain't tryna be addicted like my blood

Shit, I was thinkin' I'd do better than the plan left

I just gotta be me, watch what I become

See, I ain't tryna be a leaf on the same tree

I wanna play my own roots in the mud

Now I don't wanna be anything like the family

I'ma do my own thing, watch what I become