Cruise Ship Lyrics

My life a carnival, my life a cruise ship

I ain't had my Zoloft in a minute, it ain't do shit

And I wasn't anybody 'til they heard my new shit

But my songs are all the same, damn I miss my old shit

I don't need specifics when I'm chillin' by the ocean

I be getting hella faded sipping on these potions

Give my bitch massages, I been using up that lotion

Open up my journal and I'm penning my emotions

I don't really like to open up 'cuz I'm embarrassed

Girl, you gotta guard your heart around me, I'm a terrorist

I done broke a lot along the way but Imma spare ya

Glad my teeth are white if Imma have to grin and bear it

Suffer from these demons I don't really wanna share 'em

Every day I'm anxious and I suffer from depression

Had to call my shrink so I could get another session

Had to call my shrink so I could get another session

My life a carnival, my life a cruise ship

I ain't had my Zoloft in a minute, it ain't do shit

And I wasn't anybody 'til they heard my new shit

And I wasn't anybody 'til they heard my new shit

I don't need specifics when I'm chillin' by the ocean

I be getting hella faded sipping on these potions

Give my bitch massages, I been using up that lotion

Open up my journal and I'm penning my emotions

Penning my emotions

People think I'm happy, tell 'em listen to my slow shit

Rappin' on the job cuz I don't care about promotions

Posting all my songs on Instagram, got no promoters

A-Lux is a stoner

Laugh until I cry, I'm like The Joker

I be so depressed it's like my eyes are Super Soakers

Never think I'm getting out of debt, I need some donors

Life is like a game and I ain't never had controllers

I just wanna make music that make people wanna make music

I just wanna make music that make people wanna make music