how much i hate you Lyrics

I know I seemed upset when I walked away

The last time you saw me face to face

I know this isn't goodbye we just need some time

You know where to find me when you're ready

Remember the time we went to the beach

I got my shoes wet and I just screamed

I ran into your arms and kissed your lips

When I think about you all the pain just slips

I can't write a song about how much I hate you

Or sing about any of the shit that we went even through

Cuz I still smile when I think of your name

Hoping you'd come back and tell me you feel the same

I know I told you that I would always wait

But since the last time you saw my face

I hope that wasn't goodbye I don't need more time

Please come back I am ready

Remember the night when it was your birthday

The whole time felt like a daydream

We sang in the car with your hand on my thigh

Knowing I would love you for a lifetime

I can't tell my friends about how much I hate you

Because they know that I still love you

I barely cried when you walked away

Hoping deep down you'd come back some day

I still remember the way you smile

And the jeans you wore just that one time

And that night on the phone when we just cried

You showed me in life there was a good guy

But to you was it all pretend

On a Sunday night saying we had to end

I thought you could love me but you weren't happy

I just want to say that I feel the same

And I could hate you and just walk away

I can't call you up and tell you how much I hate you

But I just want to hear your voice saying you love me too

I can't even think about how much I hate you

Because to calm down I still think of you

Maybe I'll see you again someday

In another world where you won't walk away