what if i DIED? would you love me then? Lyrics

I don't know how to let go

To end this once and for all

I hear the angels they're calling

They're telling me to come home

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger

I should've loved you a bit longer

I'm taking drugs with no doctor

It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

I should be a better father

I should be a better brother

I should be a better husband

It's my fault I couldn't love you

I should be a better friend

I'm the reason you left

I'm the reason you blame the rest

And I'm the reason why heart break is all you expect from them

I should've been a better son to my mom

It's like nothing I do is ever enough

What's it like to feel loved

My heart and my soul dark

From all the times it was torn apart

I'm sorry this was the only way

I'm sorry I couldn't keep me alive, but I couldn't take the pain

(Anymore) I don't know how to let go

To end this once and for all

I hear the angels they're calling

They're telling me to come home

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger

I should've loved you a bit longer

I'm taking drugs with no doctor

It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

You should be a better uncle

Why can't you see that you had it all

Your son needs his father and now he's alone

You're so selfish

And all this pain I feel is your fault

I love you and I wish I could take it all back

But that's not how my pride works and you should've known all that

I feel like I'm going crazy

Things haven't been the same lately

I wish your soul could forgive me

I took your love for granted and look what It caused

My heart and my soul dark

From all the times it was torn apart

I'm sorry this was the only way

I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive, but I couldn't take the pain

(Anymore) I don't know how to let go

To end this once and for all

I hear the angels they're calling

They're telling me to come home

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger

I should've loved you a bit longer

I'm taking drugs with no doctor

It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

I don't know how to let go

To end this once and for all

I hear the angels they're calling

They're telling me to come home

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger

I should've loved you a bit longer

I'm taking drugs with no doctor

It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

This project is meant for the all kids and all the people out there

That feel that they don't have someone that can listen to them

Or feel that they're alone