sept 2019 Lyrics

If I had gone

In September of 2019

What would be left of me

If they were wrong

When they said I don't mean anything

What would I do to

Keep holding on

I just keep holding my doors open

Cause I'm to scared to walk in

And I just keep on hoping that

Someday I'll let it all

Sink in

If I had gone

In September of 2019

What would be left of you

Would you still remember our time spent together or

Would you bury it in the back of the darkest room

I just keep holding my doors open

Cause I'm to scared to walk in

And I just keep on hoping that

Someday I'll let it all

Sink in

I don't know who I am

I don't remember half the things I've done or been through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

I don't know why you stay

After all of the bullshit, I put you through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

If I had gone

In September of 2019

What would be left of me

How could I live on

When everything feels like nothing

And I don't know how

But my paths all wrong

I just keep holding my doors open

Cause I'm to scared to walk in

And I just keep on hoping that

Someday I'll let it all

Sink in

I don't know who I am

I don't remember half the things I've done or been through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

I don't know why you stay

After all of the bullshit, I put you through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

I should be thankful and I am

But I hate to hurt you

And I can't help but feel I'm dragging you down

I know you hate when I say this

I know you won't have it

But I wish that I could set you free

Of me

Who I am

Don't remember half the things I've done or been through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

I don't know why you stay

After all the bullshit I put you through

All I know is that

I wouldn't be here

Without you

If I had gone

In September of 2019

What would be left of me