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John's daughter

I used to pray for her to the same way

But you know God knows what's best

And everything happens for a reason

Nobody wanted for her to leave

But it just happens that way sometimes

It was just time for her to go home

We're all put here

For a certain amount of time

And we never know

When that time is going to be up

Times ain't like they used to be

Way different from the start

I thank the Lord and hit my knees

'Cause he still love me when it's hard

Trying to go way overseas

Trying to take this hooping far

Fighting my problems like I'm creed

Yeah, I'm still fighting

But I'm scarred

I told my cousin, "Rest in Peace"

That shit hurt me to my heart

My grandma telling me, "Just breathe"

Was in a place where it gets dark

Spit on the beat and make it bleed

It's how I vent, this is my art

Made some mistakes but I'm still me

Will they still love me with my scars?

(Ah Ah Ah)

Wouldn't be me without my scars

I'm vibing with the beat

I'm rocking out like a guitar

My family got to eat

I can't sit back and let 'em starve

That nigga want some smoke?

I light it up like a cigar

Had dreams of foreign cars

My mind in space like I'm from Mars

Been keeping up my guard

Can't be victim again

This life is beating hard

Just like an instrument

She kept on pulling cards

So I won't reminisce, no

Girl I ain't your man, no

And I can't be your friend, no

Hold on, hold on

(Hold on, hold on)

Been so long, so long

(Since I felt at home)

So long, I'm so gone

(To a deserted zone)

Times ain't like they used to be

Way different from the start

I thank the Lord and hit my knees

'Cause he still love me when it's hard

Trying to go way overseas

Trying to take this hooping far

Fighting my problems like I'm creed

Yeah, I'm still fighting

But I'm scarred

I told my cousin, "Rest in Peace"

That shit hurt me to my heart

My grandma telling me, "Just breathe"

Was in a place where it gets dark

Spit on the beat and make it bleed

It's how I vent, this is my art

Made some mistakes but I'm still me

Will they still love me with my scars?

(Ah Ah Ah)

I tried, I tried, I tried

But I'm so tired of the lies

The lies, the lies

Thought we were Bonnie and Clyde

And Clyde and Clyde

But you chose some other guy

Now you're paying the price

Used to hate when you cried

You cried, you cried

But now I feel so alive

Alive, alive

Sometimes I feel alone at night

But I'll be fine (Ooh)

I know you hold me tight

But trust still stays on my mind(Ooh)

I, I can't

Can't go closet up my pain

When it's sharp as an iron shank

Lost but I'm trying to gain

But it's leaving my mind blank

Blood running through my veins

I'm still bleeding for time's sake

Times ain't like they used to be

Way different from the start

I thank the Lord and hit my knees

'Cause he still love me when it's hard

Trying to go way overseas

Trying to take this hooping far

Fighting my problems like I'm creed

Yeah, I'm still fighting

But I'm scarred

I told my cousin, "Rest in Peace"

That shit hurt me to my heart

My grandma telling me, "Just breathe"

Was in a place where it gets dark

Spit on the beat and make it bleed

It's how I vent, this is my art

Made some mistakes but I'm still me

Will they still love me with my scars?

(Ah Ah Ah)

"Okay, I'm through talking"

"I love you"

"I love you too"