Somedays I Wanna Kill My Mind ft. Riv Musix Lyrics

I do always be counting

How long till I lose my vision?

I'm running out of words, can't you see?

Cause I'm happy

I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting

How long till the floor gives away?

Somedays, I wanna kill my mind

Cause all I want is to be happy

In my skin and maybe find

A room where I can fit in

Sometimes life gets too hard

And I wanna hit the brakes

I wanna hit the brakes

But I gotta stay awake

Got so much to celebrate

I tend to forget

I tend to forget

But I'm glad we met

I'm at the deep end (Deep end)

But it feels so right

I'll miss you, my friend (My friend)

So, please don't leave me

I'm at the deep end (Deep end)

But it feels so right

I'll miss you, my friend

Cause I'm happy

You make me happy

I do always be counting

How long till I lose my vision?

I'm running out of words, can't you see?

Cause I'm happy

I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting

How long till the floor gives away?

Somedays, I wanna kill my mind

Cause all I want is to be happy

If I gotta think that I'm happy then maybe I'm not

On top of this plot of problems and mistakes, so (So)

Old they could rot

And mind's a throne that needs a spot

My best friend for good memories

Worst enemy (Me)

For the rest of the ops

Somedays I wanna kill it

Boom! Get it shot

I guess it thought that I forgot

Though it's behind a door and it's locked

But that time I over thought

It was her that you lost

Or are you me?

This gets confusing

All I know is I'm slowly proving that the way we do things is killing us bloody slowly

And write in bullet proof ink

So you can not erase it

With all your weapons, thoughts or fears or 50 westerns

Are you kidding?

I've known you my entire life

How I go from imagination

To everyday another crisis

From celebrations now you act like a virus

Ya kept me waiting enough

Minds always come back to bite us, yea

I do always be counting

How long till I lose my vision?

I'm running out of words, can't you see?

Cause I'm happy

I think I'm happy

I do always be doubting

How long till the floor gives away?

Somedays, I wanna kill my mind

Cause all I want is to be happy

Sometimes my mind likes to pretend

That we're only friends

In the end that's the reason that we'll end

Isn't that ironic?

Some days I wanna kill my mind?

How about all the time?

How about all the time?