Lighthouse Lyrics

Welcome, yeah

I ain't new to this shit

I stood right behind the edges of cliffs

I ain't slip, said that I would never go there again

If I did, tell my parents that they raised a good kid

But those trips that I took had me jumping the ship

And my mind steer me to the jagged rocks all the time

And I rhyme just to look for something I'll never find

If I die, tell my brother, he should know that I tried

If I die, tell my sister that it's gon' be alright, it's my time

It's my time, and I'll shine

Just like a lighthouse do, yeah

Bruh, I know that I'm gonna make it through, yah

It's my time, and I'm gon' shine

Pedal backwards to the streets I used to live on

Pass somebody, handlebars I tell 'em get on

My future was never something they would bid on

Now I look back as the past me getting shit on

Lighthouse keeper, hit me on my beeper

Thoughts is creeping, feed me anesthesia

Wanna cry but the tears don't form, what you been on?

I could dive in the bottle, it's got me pretty warm

And I'm torn as a tattered flag in a storm, dawg

Middle of the crowd, and I'm still alone, dawg

Spitting venom, I had to get sentimental

Put a show on for tonight

Bitch I'm feeling like Jimmy Leno, ah

I'm back to back with it

Throwing hands on my Pacquaio shit

I'm moving in, homie

Y'all gon' have to pack ya shit

Twin flame, I been searching for a match that flick

Just dropped AWFUL SUMMER

How he cheffed a batch that quick?

Shit, I'm just preaching what I'm doing

Go by many names, you could call me j. sula

Aye

J-O-S-H

A-M-A

S-U-L-A

That's my name

Call me if you wanna

Long way from that awful summer

Mr. Lonely, I'm feeling like Mr. Lover, huh

Heart in pieces, my monument lookin' rubbled up

Anxiety and apathy hitting a double dutch

As I hit the clutch, I'm tryna watch the timing

I stumbled down the mountain, gotta keep climbing

Errybody in the building keep watching

I'ma just keep on bossing, chees

Five beats a day for three summers

I do what I want when I wanna

Try to act like a young hot stunna

Six in the chamber, that's one big bummer, dawg