Stay Focused Lyrics

There's so much tension in the air

No communication to spare it's like she doesn't care

All this negative emotion is gonna make my head blow into big portions

This heart is so important so please have some caution

Not gonna force this into a blossom

Every so often we'd be fine but then we blow up into a fight

I hope you're having the time of your life

Cause I know when without you by my side

I feel like I'm gonna cry o I want to die

Haven't felt whole inside open wide

Our happiness was denied or was it all a lie

Maybe it was based on the outside put my pride on the side

Grab hold of my inner most self and admit for your help

It's time to spilt ways fucking find our own days

Cause you would never quit your shit

I had my own commitments you couldn't stand it

I'm done with this shit I'm done with this fight

Go have fun in your lies go have with your life

Cause I'm done with this shit I can't stand it this time

So now I'm focused you are no longer my opponent

Time to wake up and move forward

I'm staying focused

Contemplating relapsing or suicide

Cause I don't know if I want to stay alive

I don't know who I've become I wish I could drown in some rum tonight

Hoping it makes me numb

This shit is so hard to overcome

I am sober but its like the days are getting colder

Sitting in my bed with bi-polar meds

I'm just a sad loner and a daily smoker

Wish I could quit they tell me one day at a time

I can't take the thoughts in my mind

Were too young to be chasing love

We should be chasing our dreams instead were chasing the feen

But we have everything we already need bitch I'm clean

Can I paint you a picture

I wish I was more secure

Cause I'm trapped in this mind race of fear

I'm pretty sure my time is near

So my dear let me make it clear

All these these needles and pills are definitely not the cure

Endless cycle is a fucking loop I feel like a hamster wheel got loose

Check me relapse or freedom it's hard to choose

All these pointless thoughts I'm so confused

Surrounding me are happy faces

Well me I'm not amused

Friends switch up on me like ones and twos

They may be fake but morals stay true

So now I'm focused you are no longer my opponent

Time to wake up and move forward

I'm staying focused