check in ft. stephanie cortez Lyrics

My conscious feels broken

Its a mess

They say it's a just a test

But I dont think that I'll make it

I've sang this song about a thousand times already

But I cant cope

With the fact that I'm not getting better

I should probably get some help

But I cant talk to anybody but myself

And that's alright

You won't call me

Nobody does

Im not worth it

I've lost friendships

Can you please check in

Can someone please check in

And will you

Come see me

In a coffin

When I'm eighteen

Hear about it

On the tv

Just another kid lost to himself

And if life is a game

Who the fuck is ahead

Cuz I cant ever seem

To get out of my bed

Will I make it out

Will she love me now

Am I missing out

What is love about

Please won't you break me down

These drugs aren't helping

Im fucking disgusting

At least that's what I think

Ill never be something

Im always too far gone