All I Wanted Lyrics

I'll forgive but I'll never forget

So many built up thoughts of regret

Nightmares that leave me in sweats

The devil's after me to pay my debts

All my rivers have ran dry

Cant look myself in the eye

Im drowning in all these bottles

Im going down at full throttle

Is it ever love or just the narcotics?

Life's up for grabs I said who wants it

Demons of my past I know I'm haunted

You were all I fucking wanted

Standing on the edge and I'm playing with death

We're holding hands but I'm not there yet

Comfort I feel as I look to darkness

Jumping off leaving the harness

Built up my walls and they're ten feet high

Really most days barely getting by

You look at me and I just sigh

Im so trapped in your web of lies

Oh now the butterflies have died

There's not much left I feel inside

Cut me deep just like a knife

I'd rather you just take my life

What do I do with all the memories

crumble them up do I throw them away

You look at me with nothin to say

I'm just a pawn in a game you play

Tell me that you love me but you never change

I'm just a shell of who I was

You dragged me to hell still I'm craving your love

All my rivers have ran dry

Cant look myself in the eye

Im drowning in all these bottles

Im going down at full throttle

Is it ever love or just the narcotics?

Life's up for grabs I said who wants it

Demons of my past I know im haunted

You were all I fucking wanted

Fooled me three times shame on me

Pick the petals of every flower I see

Oh he loves me He loves me not

Damn who would have fuckin' thought

Lookin for you in everyone I meet

God I hate the feeling of defeat

But I can't cope and shit I'm beat

Stuck on you just like a leech

All my rivers have ran dry

Cant look myself in the eye

Im drowning in all these bottles

Im going down at full throttle

Is it ever love or just the narcotics?

Life's up for grabs I said who wants it

Demons of my past I know im haunted

You were all I fucking wanted

You were all I wanted

You were all I wanted

You were all I wanted