Regrets Lyrics

My trust issues are starting to get worse

I keep finding a new hurt

Every time my guards down I'm finding this new dirt

I wanna transfer onto a new earth

(Onto new earth)

I wanna transfer onto a new earth

(Onto new earth)

It's getting harder to see the wreckage through all the smoke clouds

How come life is a pill that I keep having to choke down

Yo, I can only tread water for so long hoping I don't drown

An I feel gravity pull me closer to things that I've already thrown out

Dealing with self-doubt

I'm dealing with this neglect

I'm dealing with a lack of respect

You'll never be good enough is what keeps repeating itself inside of my head

Yo I've got so many regrets

Things I could've done different

If I would've played your games then maybe I'd have Aliyah

You're just another obstacle that I'm defeating

Because at the end of the road my spirit It can't be beaten

I keep writing as my soul torn

Back against the wall, with my mattress on the floor

The devils wanting in I put bullets through the door

I know you want me dead I almost did it for you

My trust issues are starting to get worse

I keep finding a new hurt

Every time my guards down I'm finding this new dirt

I wanna transfer onto a new earth

(Onto a new earth)

I wanna transfer onto a new earth

(Onto a new earth)

Yo, we had a shot but now you lost me

These waterworks flood the place like rogue tsunamis

But I wait around for you like I'm stuck in concrete

This isn't exactly where I thought that id be

Thought id be on top of the world with my queen beside me

I wish that I had seen the lying ahead of time

You sit there watching as you see I'm dying

An that's fine, you can't blame me trying

When thos three weeks had me gliding to safety like god what guiding me

So I did my best literally gave you everything that I could be