Manufactured Vintage Friendships Lyrics

Apologies for the slight man

Never meant to feed into the power of a white man

Keep the flower in my right hand

Smoking til my plain white tees turning light tan

I'm insecure, I'm using words to keep myself from

Using girls, abusive hurt, it never goes away

But my shoes are dirty

From digging up my demons in this Texas clay and

It's time for the almost 30 check up

Tried to be a grownup in my 20s, won't defend it

But I prolly should've tried to get respect up

Instead of trying to get these checks up

I'm NASCAR cause I only go left

The last bar's brought you by Progressive

Flo gonna bundle you up

Cold verses spit to no one gonna humble you up, now

Maybe we can ride together

I'm headed your way

Truth hurts, but at least the weather

Isn't bipolar today, bipolar like me

We're good together

But maybe it's all fake

Manufactured vintage friendships

I don't know what I'm trying to say

I get too distracted when I see that little bubble and

My brain still thinks you hate me and I'm in a world of trouble

I'm crazy and I know

ADHD and I show it

Often pretty lazy and unfocused

I'm not asking you to save me, I'd rather be unnoticed

Fuck it, I won't always be clever

Sometimes I'll stare at a blank page and

Dream up all kinds of letters and

At the end I'd sign my name

But I wouldn't post em, cause the mail would get delayed

And all this emotion would arrive to you too late

Instead I just keep them in my mind until it's time

You can't hold my thoughts against me

If I never pen the line

I'm a big ball of insecurity

Same kid inside what appears to be a grown man

With a great big heart in a real small world

With a real big economy

It would help if you think that you're fond of me

Could you please do me one thing

Write down what it is that you thought that you saw in me

Cause it gets real hard to believe that I made it

Mama did you see that I made this

I don't wanna be famous but I really wanna make a playlist and I

I want you to come back and play this song

On the nights where you're still on your phone at dawn

You'll laugh as you sing along

Only one home but you're never alone

Got me on your phone

I got you on my mind

I want you by my side

I want you all the time

Maybe we can ride together

I'm headed your way

Truth hurts, but at least the weather

Isn't bipolar today, bipolar like me

We're good together

But maybe it's all fake

Manufactured vintage friendships

I don't know what I'm trying to say

Maybe we can ride together

Maybe we can ride together

Maybe we can ride

Maybe we can ride together

Maybe we can ride together

Maybe we can ride together

I don't know what I'm trying to say