Rose Colored Glasses Lyrics

(I have been so)

(I have been so)

I have been so fucking tired

Of all this fucking trying

Always feeling like I'm dying

Death keeps creepin' while I'm crying

What's the point to all this writing

They said that my shit's worth dying

But I really think they're lying

Faded memories inside this home

Why do I always feel alone

I've been mixing chemicals

Xanax with the alcohol

I've been pouring poison in my own skull

Eyes swell up felt like I did wrong

This just might be my final song

Please don't miss me when I'm gone

Don't see the world through rose colored glasses

Thinkin' all about the past has

Got me glued to this mattress

Getting racks but shit you can have it

Depression take my life from me

Agonizing slow and painfully

Man it feels like I can't breathe

Get the fuck away from me

Can't you see what the fuck I see

I've been torn apart mentally

Please slice me open vertically

Go ahead and leave a piece for me

A melody

A beautiful song that I can sing

A symphony for my memory

Rainy days outside my window

I just want to go where the wind goes

Screaming inside of my pillow

This pain is too hard to swallow

Anxiety squeezes my chest tighter

Mama knows she raised a fighter

But all the fighting's got me tired

Go away just let me lie here

Pickin' up a loaded pistol

Cock it back put it to my temple

One gun shot blood starts to trickle

Disappear gone with the wind's flow

Pickin' up a loaded pistol

Cock it back put it to my temple

One gun shot blood starts to trickle

Disappear gone with the wind's flow