castle oblivion Lyrics

Yeah, all I want is more bucks

Tell me what you think of me, I couldn't give more fucks

Baby, can't you see that being sober is torture?

Money gettin longer but my time is getting shorter, yeah

I'm a lover, I'm a loser, I guess

And all this pain gon make me stronger in the future, I guess

I'm dodging rumors, drug abuser cuz I'm super depressed

And I want you but I won't fool myself, I knew you'd be pressed

Cuz I'm faded

I get high outta my mind so everything is painless

Everything I want in life is gonna come with patience

I don't feel like leaving bed today, I'm too faded, faded

I don't wanna die, but I will

Never asked to be here, but I'm still

O-o-overload, lately I been comatose

My girl say to slow it down before I fucking ********

So numb, nigga, novocaine

If Imma die, Imma go in flames

So stuck, nigga, gold chains

In the moment I feel like I'm floating

My emotions got me broken

And the drugs help me when I'm coping

So frozen, but I'm golden

Aye, watch how I switch this shit up

Never did I give a fuck what they say

Like, you never even fucked with niggas anyway

Used to get dubbed by that bitch, heh

Now I get top from her every day

Tote me a tec and I tote me a switch, heh

I can rain hell on you any day

Get away, baby, just get away

Get away, baby, just get away

All I know is pouring up more mud, on the hunt for more drugs

Leaning back, so stuck, steady smoking, Sosa

I don't need no scope just to chop em down like cold cuts

Can't eat, I got no bud, can't sleep either, so tuff

Get rich, go off the grid, yeah that's my main goal

Shit been rocky, so I really need the pesos

Innocence, my inner kid dipped, where did they go?

God, I wonder if I'm… even the same soul

And, no, I don't wanna breathe, no

No, I don't wanna weep, no

Late nights I see ghosts

Hold up, aye

Bitch I'm jaded, every day I wake up to the same shit

When I blow, I'm finna ghost, can't pinpoint my location

I want the attention, but I can't get what I'm craving

High as fuck, coolin in my room yea that's my haven

So I'm faded

I get high outta my mind so everything is painless

Everything I want in life is gonna come with patience

I don't feel like leaving bed today, I'm too faded, faded

(Please leave your name and phone number after the beep

(We will return your call)

Aw, shit

(I told you to lose my fucking number, Lando)

(Now stop calling me)

I had a plan, but you know, shit happens

And sometimes, the things that you desire are disaster

I wear my pride around my shoulders like a jacket

I'm pompous, I'm blasting, it's solely reaction

You better find your way back fore I'm lying in a casket

Fuck that, I'm everything but average, you bastard

You ever have a dream that you watch just shatter?

And I been feeling like none of this bullshit even matter

I'm sick of all these voices, shut the fuck with all that chatter

Before I load the chop and watch your brains fuckin splatter

I act perfect but I'm just that, a fucking actor

I act perfect but I'm just that, a fucking actor

Am I real? I mean, like, does any of this shit even matter?

I kicked the bitch outta my life and now I'm gladder

Oh yeah, I'm gladder

Except I'm sadder

Can you feel it in the air, girl, are we tight or would you rather?

Would you rather take my heart and try to shatter?

And let it splatter?

It doesn't matter