Can't Go Home Lyrics

It's too much. Just don't know if I have it in me to do this anymore

We don't go back this time

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

We don't go back this time; if everything is failing, why should I try

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

Come on

So much grey, so much haze

So much weighs I waste the day

And hide from the world in my bed

Trying to stop the doubt in my head

And if I can it'll only make me stronger

And if I can't, won't be hearing me much longer

A hunger, searching for new heights

Catch the wind and hope to take flight

And if not when I crash and burn

A lesson learned, a page that turns, and I've yearned

For the day I quit the 10 to 9

Finally, be making music my full-time

22 years to 23 years

For too many years been bleeding these tears

Until the day I'm finally getting thru this

That's the day I'm finally gon' do this

We don't go back this time

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

We don't go back this time; if everything is failing, why should I try

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

Come on

I can't change, I can't remain the same

I can't stand another day in this rain

Living life, it's a game but worried about the cost

I'm giving it everything, the peace in me lost

Gotta grow, forget the past, and let it go

Shoulda known been walking this road all alone

On my own, I'm constantly searching for a home

Till I atone and weep for every seed sewn

Staring in the mirror and the man that's looking back at me

Is one I thought I'd never see, it's hard for me just to believe

It must deceive, I can't achieve, why won't life just let me be

It's getting harder just to breathe, I can't escape this fantasy

I owe so many people money, I'm just sinking further

37 and single because I know I'll hurt her

Just a deserter, disguising myself a high searcher

My only way out is looking like self-inflicted murder

We don't go back this time

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

We don't go back this time; if everything is failing, why should I try

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

Come on

Why am I always second guessing like every choice

Why am I speaking like I've never really had a voice

Why am I hoping on a never-coming future day?

What is it that's gone wrong that makes me feel this way

And if I was to walk away today

I feel I said everything I could say

None of it I would ever take back

I swear I love every one of y'all and that's a fact

We don't go back this time

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

We don't go back this time; if everything is failing, why should I try

For a place to call my own, for a place that I call home

Come on