IMMORTAL ft. yourbeautifulruin Lyrics

This shit feel like 20

When we couldn't get no ID

Bowl in the dorm room

Now they wanna fine me

Weed in joint rolled

Hit it kinda lightly

I just wanna feel something

I'm just tryna feel

This shit feel like

Jogging suits

We rocked in the 90's

Daddy with the Jays on

Mama in the Nikes

Putting in my ponytails

Wrapped real tightly

I just wanna feel something

I'm just tryna feel

All my friends have bled

Let me back again

Dark out all my thoughts

Or I self-deprecate instead

Wrapped up all my rocks

And now I wear them round my neck

Put myself in spots

I pray I'm never

Back again

I swear I'm softer when I'm stoned

Then alone hits better

Look popping by the messages

They all been delivered

Had to sober up the pen

Cause my songs not hitting

Really writing just to throw it all away

Not driven

Niggas wanna rev they engines

This is not a fucking race

My pace

No tension

They biting off the craft

Just to make a few million

I exist as a creative

What I make

I feel it

Searching

For your best life

Always wondered how

The birds could fly

So high

You will fall in

Into the moment

How will they remember

Me after I die

Only want me when I'm

Finished and polished

Shit on my eyelids

Contour on my cheekbones

In fabrics you call stylish

Hi kid

Never say it back

Why you so silent

I am not your barbie doll

I talk outside the private

This shit is personal

This shit ain't workable

Most shit ain't personal

Wrote this verse

On some versatile

Virtual vibes

These niggas post they wanna pop

Till it's actually time

To put the work in

Internal searching

Sit with the verbiage

To dream gon take some courage

Pack light minimal storage

To see gon be euphoric

I'm talking to myself

Some shit I'm learning is important

Writing notes to future me

Guess you could call this work Herstoric

Searching

For your best Life

Always wondered how

The birds could fly

So high

You will fall in

Into the moment

How will they remember

Me after I die

This shit feel like 20

When we couldn't get no ID

Bowl in the dorm room

Now they wanna fine me

Weed in joint rolled

Hit it kinda lightly

I just wanna feel something

I'm just tryna feel

This shit feel like

Jogging suits

We rocked in the 90's

Daddy with the Jays on

Mama in the Nikes

Putting in my ponytails

Wrapped real tightly

I just wanna feel something

I'm just tryna feel