Dissertation Of A Nigga On Fire Lyrics

What am I made of

Shit I be asking

Sunlight on my skin

I'm just sitting here basking

Sunday afternoon stroll

My idea of relaxing

All my friends wanna party

Aint no point of me asking

Tryna get to know a nigga

All that noise a distraction

And all this poetry passion

I just write how I feel

Would you consider this rapping

Or just a nigga taking all the thoughts out of his mind

I got regrets

That I wish I could rewind

Of all the shit we got

Most important shit is time

Being more aware

Of the ways I spend mine

No-one live forever

Life is just a form of dying

I got demons

Tryna kill em

Swear I'm trying

Biggest ones I got are insecurity and pride

Polar opposites

Need a shrink to narrow down my consciousness

For now I'll use this song as my hypothesis

Life is grey

Earth is blue

Stuck between all these sordid hues

Tryna be sure but I'm so confused

Who am I when my soul's set loose

How you leave this existence sane

The world fucked up

Life is strange

Tryna make sense of these pointless days

Tryna fill up all this empty space

When we all die

Where the fuck are we going

Does the river end

Does the water keep flowing

I'm so tired

People tell me it's showing

Soul burnt out

Hard to keep that shit glowing

I got heavy thoughts sitting on my mental

I got pretty girls sitting on a pedestal

I got niggas who don't like me but then say we cool

I just treat it like it's nothing I just play the fool

And I'm thinking bout the path I'm on how many years

Fore a hard-working nigga finally make it there

Can I get it right now I don't like it here

I just wanna be the rapper that these rappers fear

And these niggas my subordinates they cavaliers

If these niggas at the top I'm in the stratosphere

Watch my glo up change my name to Young Chandelier

This god flow is the reason God has me here

Cling foil

I'll wrap a nigga in plastic

Catalogue is immaculate

Bump my shit nah they blast it

All these niggas is nice

Guess that make me fantastic

This is two Pac and Big

Prince and Michael Jackson

Sit here thinking bout bitches

Pivot

That's wasted time

Spirit

Steady diminish

Rivet inside my mind

Steady coming loose

My mind it split in two

Parts of me in this music

Parts of me thinking who

Is she thinking of right now

Drizzy once said you should pipe down

Only like me cuz I'm in the lights now

Oh you sharing all the songs you like now

Where you when I was sharing links on my lonely

Showing love on the phone

Niggas phoney

Aint ever been inside my home

Not my homie

For all the times you left me feeling low

I'm staying low-key

Vietnam Emerald Bay Resort & Spa

Drake How Bout Now

Fore I head inside of the bar

Pretty girl pretty eyes giving me dirty looks

A lil vanilla musk and a touch of cedarwood

Is the scent she smelling on me when she ask me my name

I tell her I'm The Greatest Ever and that's never gon change

I can tell I got her hot in her eyes is a blaze

There's a lot of niggas here

Me and them aint the same

Niggas down and out and looking for somebody to blame

They gon try and hurt you so you share in their pain

This the world we're living in the population's deranged

This the same spirit that got Abel bodied by Kane

And to top it off we're dealing with this fucking disease

Government and media who I believe

All these niggas getting vaxxed I aint roll up my sleeve

And all these politicians always playing tricks when they speak

I'ma see what's in the cards fore I finally fold

Niggas rushing to comply don't believe what you're told

I'm just saying what I see staying true to my feels

In a world that's smoke and mirrors I'm just keeping it real

This mentality the reason I aint taking a deal

I don't make all of this music for somebody to steal

Nah I make it for the sold out shows and moshpits

I drop shit and watch it

Set the world on fire

I make this shit to inspire

In a 70s Jag

My vibe is Cuban cigar

And French suede

Sex-crazed ladies

Tryna sit on the D

This side is evergreen and I'm still planting my seeds

They gon say my name in schools cuz of what I achieved

This art reflects all my heart

I see light despite the dark

And it's all gon end right despite the start

When they play these songs I'd have played my part

Raising hell and raining heaven

A great is present

All bow

Real nigga walking the streets

I just do this for the love

So my mission complete

And the man inside the mirror

Is the nigga to beat

And it's luxury interiors

My vehicles fleek

It's the same with my soul

I was empty now I'm whole

Only time I let a girl play

When she play her role

Play this for my kids

Know your daddy is the goat