lacking confidence -_- Lyrics

Turn me down a lil bit

God damn loud as fuck

Alright this is how I feel yessir

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Struggle everyday doesn't feel like it is worth it

At the end of the day doesn't feel like I have purpose

Lay there in my grave dead or alive devil serpents

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Made it this far but far from determined

Since birth I've been trying not to break a sweat

Smoking cigars in cars you know I'm not a threat

Dead dead dead I'm dead

My stomach aches also my head

It hurts I want it to end to end

Can't keep playing pretend pretend

With myself

Looked everywhere insight there's no help

What do I do I might just yell and scream

Just myself and me

Wish me well

Sometimes this place it feels like hell

Counting the days like I'm trapped in a cell

Tally marks all on my walls

I'll write these songs till I fall

In the devils shananigans

He wants to dance with me

Go away, go home, go back

To where you came from

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Struggle everyday doesn't feel like it is worth it

At the end of the day doesn't feel like I have purpose

Lay there in my grave dead or alive devil serpents

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Made it this far but far from determined

Since birth I've been trying not to break a sweat

Smoking cigars in cars you know I'm not a threat

Drive down this road

Absorb the things I'm told

Use this Ima use this for the better

I miss recess times were so much fucking better

If I want it Ima get man I should've never said it cause I'm lacking confidence

Life isn't no acting experience

My experiences are minimal

It is what it is It's the way it goes

I feel like they hate me for me

Is that way it's supposed to be?

If so Ima get up and leave

It's not fair I don't care I don't care at all

If it's truth or dare I pick dare do a somersault

Over the world

It's the underworld

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Struggle everyday doesn't feel like it is worth it

At the end of the day doesn't feel like I have purpose

Lay there in my grave dead or alive devil serpents

Is it worth living I don't know yet

Made it this far but far from determined

Since birth I've been trying not to break a sweat

Smoking cigars in cars you know I'm not a threat

You know I'm not a threat yeah

You know I'm not a threat yeah

You know I'm not a threat