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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2021

Lyrics

Ayy, I need to let it go, cause it hurts me so much

Realized I'm better on my own, like I don't feel the love

Family tells me that they show Maybe it's just because it's the way the

Time goes I know we ain't staying young


But the older that I grow, the only harder life becomes

I gave up on finding hope and like my mom I turned to drugs

Ayy, to make me feel okay, cause I'm tired of all the pain

I'm tired of all the days gone by and nothing's changed


Sick of being doubted and told this is just a phase

Like I been kicked when I was down and I didn't even complain

Broken bones, many bruises, fighting demons in my brain

Ayy, memories in my head, nightmares I can't erase


Only outlet that I had is to write it down here on a page

My life is sad music, so you can be entertained So you can be entertained

Panic attacks every early morning I'm an insomniac, I stay up till 6:40

Probably drink 6 40's, daydreaming bout the glory


Fantasies of many fans, that's gonna all adore me

Have a bus and I'll be touring Ayy, ayy, but that's another story

Gods, fallen angels, they all tried to implore me

Or maybe warn me that this path that I chose could be self-destructive


Working on myself, that's some personal construction

Social suicide has really got its repercussions You don't understand my mind, so please don't

Make assumptions You don't know I'm traumatized

Emotionally I'm stunted With this mask I hide behind


Just so I can function properly in public Ayy, I'ma be everything my father wasn't

They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart

The pain of a black heart The pain of a black heart

They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart


The pain of a black heart The pain of a black heart

They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart

The pain of a black heart

Consistently improving my talents that could have went to waste


Hanging from a four-foot rope would have been my fate

Many people gave me cold shoulders way before the fame

Way before the games, way before my name was known for how I made this way

Dedicated my life to this music, tattoos on my face


Fell in love with pain, any hate they send my way, use it to fuel motivation

Swear these drugs i love abusin', Are probably putting tumors all up in my brain

Always in the studio, burn me at my funeral I'm a serpent tongue dragon with these flames

I can't trust a soul, I swear your not my bro


So many people turn their backs nowadays, I don't like the face

Wanna follow in my footsteps, right this way

Said I had to cut the grass just to find the snakes

And I'm living my life fast, not gon' pump the brake


And them dark nights start to turn a brighter day

Dark nights turn to brighter days, Dark nights turn to brighter days

Black hearts save your Heart break

Black hearts save your Heart break


Killing me, killing me

Killing me, killing me

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