Have You Ever? Lyrics

Aye, you know when shit really start going left, you heard me

Shit really start going south

And you really think you're gonna end it all man

Like I don't see a reason to even be here man

And I know why Alli left this shit man

'Cause this shit is painful as fuck nigga

I cant be taking this shit no more man for real

Brrr (NFG the gang NFG the mob)

I feel like everybody leaves me cause I am not enough

And I don't want your pity trust I know it's sad as fuck

And please don't come around me if you just gon give up

My life feels like a bad dream I jus wish I could wake up

On the outside I look happy but inside Im feeling dead

You could never understand the thoughts that's rushing thru my head

Let the beat flow through your speakers concentrate on what I'm sayin'

Put my emotions on the paper let my thoughts go thru the pen

And I just lost it all

Lost my sister and a friend

And I even lost my girl

And the apartment I was in

But I know I'm gon' be straight

I trust my gut and move ahead

I ain't never looking back

It's like I'm walking on a thread

Moved around all my life

Change is something I can do

I ain't never had a hood that had anyone I knew

Class clown of the school Always acting like a fool

But nobody ever knew that battles I was going thru was gonna end it all

I see why Ally left this world cuz its looking like the end

Kind of glad that she ain here to see this shit for what it is

Most these Niggas out here snakes

Most these niggas aint your friend

You can't tell til it's to late cuz all these niggas play pretend

They play pretend like they secretly some actors

They get to switching brush it off like it don't matter

I'm a get this bag I can't let them be a factor

I speak the truth behind the booth like a pastor

Have you ever been chased by your demons?

I'm talking waking up crying while you sleeping

Push those thought to the side but they creepin'

Im having suicidal thoughts for no reason

Have you ever been chased by your demons?

I'm talking waking up crying while you sleeping

Push those thought to the side but they creepin'

Im having suicidal thoughts for no reason

I call Lil Liv just to chop it up

She told me let go of that pain that I got bottled up

I say ok you right, say less I gotta tighten up

And i cant go out sad like drizzy said bitch we being nice for what?

I'm on they neck applying pressure like specialist

Want my neck on froze, cooler than a peppermint

And I can't wife a hoe they want me for the benefits

And I'm in love w the pussy something like a femenist

I feel like everybody leaves me cause I am not enough

But I don't want your pity trust I know it's sad as fuck

And please don't come around me if you just gon give up

My life feels like a bad dream I just wish I could wake up

On the outside I look happy but inside Im feeling dead

You could never understand the thoughts that's rushing thru my head

Let the beat flow through your speakers concentrate on what I'm sayin'

Put my emotions on the paper let my thoughts go thru the pen