Nefastus Lyrics

Eyes wide

Thoughts race back and forth in my mind

I've lied

To myself and those by my side

Now I'm

Stuck in the hell of my own mind

I'd like

To say I don't but I deserve this

Everything goes black

Memories pushed to the back

Numb my head so I don't recall any of this

A mess of a life, the times that I've tried

To pull myself out of the shift in the tide

I'm giving up, I've never been enough

So tell me I'm not the only one

So tell me I'm not the only one

So tell me I'm not the only one

Fighting off their demons 'til they see the sun

First instinct is to turn and run

But the dye is cast and nothing can be done

Everything goes black

Memories come rushing back

Barrel to my head

I can't go on like this

Alone with my thoughts

I'm left here to rot

The slip of a finger and I fire the shot

Bathed in my own blood

Lying in the mud

Crashing down in front of me

All my dreams, my aspirations, who I thought I would be

And now I'm

Tortured by my fleeting sanity

Tie the noose now

Sweep my feet out

And watch me fucking swing