Lying to Myself Lyrics

First of all, I miss you

And secondly, I never want to see your face again

I get that it makes no sense

Oh but I've been trying to forget that I remember you exist

I'm just exhausted cuz you said you needed me

And I took that way too seriously

So forgive me for saying I'm sorry

I don't need nobody, except maybe you

Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?

Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself

I'll make another playlist

With words I'd say directly to your face if I was brave enough

But instead I will give it a title that matches yours

Then listen with my headphones in

And wonder what I'm crying for

I'm just exhausted cuz you said you needed me

And I took that way too seriously

So forgive me for saying I'm sorry

I don't need nobody, except maybe you

Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?

Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself

Circle back to the topic of how you seem to move on

Cuz I've been acting psychotic

Been talking to people who've been long gone

I'm not even talking to you, I'm talking to myself

Cuz I'm afraid of you

I'm afraid of the truth

So forgive me for saying I'm sorry

I don't need nobody, except maybe you

Is it true love if I don't love anyone else?

Maybe it's time that I stop lying to myself