What About Me Lyrics

So much shit been on my mind

Tryna stay focused I'm trying

If I said I'm fine then I'm lying

My people be going through it all the time

Can't put my pride to the side

Searching for something can't find it

Love got my feelings reclining

Asked for some love they declined it

Fuck it's fine

I'm used to being alone anyway man fuck it's fine

Wanna give someone my time but really feel like thats just wasting my time

Who am I?

I don't know

Stuck in the past I gotta let it go

If you been through what I have let me know

Lately been feeling my back on the ropes

Can't fold

I know

I'm good

I don't

Open up

Like I know

I should

I should

Going through the sequence

Swimming on the deep end

Hard for me to breath

So is it lust or love?

Maybe is it someone in between my love

I can't get addicted cause it's too much

So what about me

What about me

What about me

What about me

What about me

Ohh what about me

I know y'all be going through it man but what about me?

Maybe I'm just tripping it ain't all about me

Keep your eyes closed can't let you see what I see

What about me yeah what about me?

I know you be going through it and I'm here for you

Just wish they cared about me like the way that I do

Sound a lil selfish I don't even mean to yeah

What about me what about me awww

What about me do they care at all?

Listening to they problems all the time and that ain't fair at all

Said I got your back but when I need it you ain't here at all

No reciprocation

No communication

I'm sick of y'all saying thank you for advice that y'all be taking

Let's flip the roles & replace it reverse it open the curtains

Observe that a nigga hurting

Man shit is too deep

I be thinking therapy might be just what a nigga need

But at he same time how can they know me better than me?

These the answers that I need

Feeling lost I know you see it yeah

My heart been feeling cold like darts hitting my soul

Apart from all my old friends that I used to know

I stopped giving a fuck & started picking it up

Can't no one say this was luck

Just a little bit closer I feel my dreams in the cut

Imagine me pulling up on all the bitches that dubbed me

That's tough

And still that won't be enough

Until my M's in the bank & I need me a bigger safe

And my mom gotta bigger house with 8 figures in her account

Promised them I'd make it out no Plan B we gotta make it count

Took a long time but I'm back in my bag

Life is nothing like the way I thought in the past

Tell me where to go i don't know anymore

Numb to the pain I don't feel it anymore