Sheller Lyrics

I've been coming from the bottom while I'm paying all my debts

Living young dumb and broke saying fuck it to the stress

People showing off their diamonds then they'll use it as a flex

While I'm showing off my rhyming hoping it leads me to success

I've been in and out of states but my body stuck at place

Finally treading different paths hoping it leads me to a break

So I soldiered on own private Ryan needed saving

Cause I basked inside my slumber start to eat away my sane

Finally feeling normal only if a couple days

So my ego hits the ceiling ain't no thinking what I say

People start to question as a way to conversate

Then my pride'll gets defensive cause it rambles all away

I'm a product of myself I pick apart I dwell

I been caught in this loop of the cyclone of my health

I just click my boots together tryna find another self

When my eyes finally open I'm still stuck in this hell

What's the go

Where you been

You alright

What's wrong

Are you serious

What the fucks wrong with you

But it's time for change and I'm on that

This path I'm going I wont come back

Vacant states so thoughts compact

I been losing touch with my contacts

Raise a glass for them times had

Accept the fact it ain't coming back

My heart it feels like it's been attacked

so I'm doing work to get back on track

They just take some cake and then fall back

Change of face like their Rorschach

Leave you in a state and then crawl back

I was down so hard that I bought that

Threw out the drinks and it threw back

A different sub to keep me intact

I was taking pills to level the bad

I was feeling my heart just fading to black

Have vision haze from shit I face

Not just a phase feel my timing fade

That's bitter taste what people say

That promise fake I lied awake

Renegade who accepted fate

I been afraid just strolled away

Down in the slums to hide away

That turtle pace I'll be okay

Used to think I'm Leo but I'm more like Rafael

Cause when problems come to questions I'll be dealing by myself

When I get to writing start to feel my health excel

Cause now's the time for growing no more hiding in a shell