Pouring Out the Poisons, for They Are My Chains Lyrics

The bottle hasn't conquered me, like it wanted

Don't get me wrong, it holds the key

To usher in my insanity

Yes, I know I can be dramatic

But Lord, I'm dying

To close my mouth around the fuse

I keep on missing

So if you could, please

Pick me up when I am down

My hands are trained to run this ship aground

A swollen liver for a golden crown

I'm half alive

And half alone again

Or fully alive

And fully alone again

I obsess about the girls I like

Well past the boundaries

Desperate to be seen

Yet desperate to be left alone

Carrie never talked to me

But my eyes were glued to her

Her and her boyfriend

And the muscles bursting out his shirt

I'm afraid of facing myself no more

Pouring out the poisons

For they are my chains

No more fear of choking on my phlegm

I'm high on Jesus and mushroom stems

I feel everything beyond the end

And it's beautiful, just like everyone

I finally see I'm beautiful

Just like everyone