Holding Out Hope Lyrics

Yea

Yea

Roman

Do it again

Do it again

Do it again

I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke

I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat

I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat

Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float

Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most

To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast

Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke

Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope

I get home from work I'm too numb to cry out

Paying my bills gotta figure shit out

World going crazy there's no end in sight

Throw back a few shots get some sleep for the night

Growing up I always thought I was different

I thought I was gifted

I made a decision

I paved my own way

Did I make the right choice?

The world is too loud

I can't deal with the noise

I can't deal with myself

Put my dreams on the shelf

Either up or in hell

It's how I've always been

Swear I'd never give up

Say I don't give a fuck

Shit I'm straight out of luck

I never been a bitch

From the day that I left to the day I came back

I've been putting in work I been busting my ass

But it don't seem to matter I just keep getting sadder

And I'm in a deep hole all I need is a ladder

I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke

I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat

I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat

Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float

Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most

To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast

Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke

Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope

They used to say

When the going gets tough that I fall to the dust now I just keep going

This world at times

Damn its way too much

I've had more than enough but I ain't done growing

How could you be so controlling

I straighten my spine but it just end up folding

Holding out hope for the morning

I live in the dark I can't see where I'm going

Never really knew where I was headed

Headstrong nigga imma do it unabetted

And I really couldn't say I'm unaffected

Lately I've been feeling disconnected

I've been way too numb it's a feeling I accepted

And I know it ain't right I don't care enough to test it

I don't really care I'm being reckless

Don't wake me up I'm finally resting

I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke

I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat

I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat

Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float

Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most

To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast

Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke

Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope