Shame Lyrics

It's been so long since I felt good enough

Had a dream about a life and I wanted to cry

Cuz pretending I'm alright is taking its toll

On my relationship with you and it's getting old

But I wish that I could fight away my feelings and be strong

But you break me down and leave me and ignore my feelings

I know

It's getting old

Its time to let you go

To be alone

And on my own

It's been a couple years and it's just not the same

We hung out everyday but now I want a change

So I buzzed off my whole hair see if you still really cared

About anybody else but your all about yourself

And I know it might hard be hard for you but damnit

I'm still here you can't keep cutting me out of things ignoring me completely

And I know

It's so old

I swear I'll let you go

To be alone and on my own

Such a fucking shame

These feelings and my pain

It's such a fucking shame

You fucked up my whole brain

And it's such a fucking shame

That things just aren't the same

I'm dealing with this pain

And it's just such a fucking shame

Cuz I gave you my everything and now I'm here alone

And I'm scared and clearly dealing with these things now on my own

Cuz I know

It was so long ago

When I let you go

To be alone

And on your own

It's such a fucking shame

That things just aren't the same

It's not the same not the same not the same

Since you left yeah you fucked up my brain

All those games you played again and again

Makes me wish that I never joined in

Cuz when I lost yeah felt the pain

It's not the same not the same what a shame