Body Study I Lyrics

Skin, lips, teeth, hands

I've forgotten my own body

I'm cutting things out of my diet

I can feel myself getting smaller

I'm sticking my neck out

I'm trying to be taller

I'm painting portraits of myself

As a side hobby

I can't see myself through your eyes anymore

So I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I'm putting charcoal on my face

I want to be softer

I'm stretching my muscles every day

Trying to be stronger

I drink caffeine all the time

To feel less foggy

Most days I feel like just a mind

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I'm tired of being a testament

I'm tired of trying harder

I'm tired of selling myself short

To people who refuse to barter

I'm tired of being so cold

My shoulders and my feet

I'm tired of the freezing

I am searching for the heat

I don't know how to be with myself

I don't know how to want me

I talked the trauma from my mind

But it inhabits my body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

Your skin, your lips, your teeth, your hands

Everything reminds me of them

But

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body

I've forgotten my own body