All This 2 Say Lyrics

I've been trying to hide that i am still losing my mind

Thought that someday I would find what I can't feel

As appealing as that sounds, therapy ain't lost and found

And it can run you in the ground to learn the truth

That no one else can do the work but you

All of this to say i'm fucking losing it again

And I've been trying to pretend

That I don't want to meet my end (no no no)

All of this to say i'm sorry I can't fix my face

I know I give it all away

That I can feel every mistake

If I could be, I would be okay

As you all can see, I'm still grasping desperately

At what's left of my sanity, but I'm still here (I'm still her)

It might not look like much, and it sure feels like not enough

And I am losing touch with my reality

But at least the one who's feeling it still feels like me

All of this to say i'm fucking losing it again

And I've been trying to pretend

That I don't want to meet my end

All of this to say i'm sorry I can't fix my face

I know I give it all away

That I can feel every mistake

If I could be, I would be okay

I know that I'm better than when this happened before

But I still feel like a failure when I'm weeping on the floor

Because I paid so much money not to do this anymore

But recovery's not linear, so I'll see you all again I'm sure

All of this to say i'm fucking losing it again

And I've been trying to pretend

That I don't want to meet my end

All of this to say i'm sorry I can't fix my face

I know I give it all away

That I can feel every mistake

If I could be, I would be okay

If I could be, I would be okay