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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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When i head upstairs will they open up the gates

Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face

So while im here ill try be great

Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits

Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take

Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate

I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break

Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great


No easy way to say this but im feeling like a lunatic

Locked away in my own head I'm moving like a nervous tick

Forgiven all my enemies or am i planning something sick

I feel a sudden rush of joy from seeing darkness creeping quick

Hold on to a grudge so long it fades into obscurity

I hope and pray that when im done these people will remember me

Grind away down to the bone no wonder i am losing sleep

Questioning my loyalties whilst questioning my need to be

Holding on to sanity or something of the sorts

Hold on to your fucking tongues or ill be holding on to yours

Open up the gates of hell when fire rains on golden floors

I am evil i am cursed so when i speak youll feel the force

Holy water is the cleansing, only thing to hold my demons back

Poor out my emotions on each and every fucking track

Try hard to redeem the things ive done yet all i hope is that

My daughter never follows me and keeps her sanity intact.


When i head upstairs will they open up the gates

Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face

So while im here ill try be great

Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits

Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take

Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate

I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break

Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great


Struggle through these trials and tribulations

Only way is up but no one knows their final destination

Seems like only way to make it is a deal with satan

Sign your soul away for fame and fortune, keep these people hating

Talk like your speaking with the dead channeling one of the greats

The only thing your channeling is fiction fam its fake

If i make it up to heaven they wont open up the gates

So whilst im planted on the ground i need a house on a nice estate

Now thats a gated community

I feel your insecurities

Ill fuel your need for purity

Like speaking on a eulogy

Will the ever hear me when i speak

Or feel me when im doing me

Fighting back doubt like a war thats waging in the streets

Im feeling somewhat incomplete

With this samey life i lead

Need some changes drastically

Im holding out for symmetry

But save your fucking sympathy

May face some negativity

But that only fuels me truthfully


When i head upstairs will they open up the gates

Or turn around and slam them motherfuckers in my face

So while im here ill try be great

Staring over my shoulder, i know the darkness waits

Just wanna go clear, never sell my soul to take

Holding back temptation, dont wanna seal my fate

I just wanna hear them cheer, just want a fucking break

Or i might have to sever the head of an all time great


But when its your time to go

Best believe you will be ripped off of your pedestal

But when its your time to go

Best believe you will be ripped off of your pedestal

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