Stay With Me Lyrics

Stay with me don't you leave me I need you

The high makes me feel alive and although sometimes it's deceitful

With you I feel so alive in my mind it's so peaceful

The dopamine rush before I hold you makes me feel so evil

A sinner at the doors of heaven trying to make it in

But I can't leave you out although all my friends tell me that I need to

You fill that hole in my heart even for a while

I smile and run a mile through hell just to feel this blissful

I got some issues and trust ain't no way I'll make it out

Coz your grip on me is so tight

Saying I'll quit won't suffice

So stay with me don't you leave me I need you

Coz I know I can't quit you till death do us apart

We got married at sixteen

Is when I started to abuse you

And you made me feel alive nowadays I don't feel shit

But my mind is playing tricks that's why I can't leave you

Stay with me don't you leave me I need you

I'm destroying you from the inside that's how I'm supposed to

With every sniff or puff i make you feel blissful

It's deceitful but they say I provoke creativity

You're an artist and I know you need me to create

Placebo effect

Trust me You're just as good by yourself

But stay with me don't you leave me I need you

When you realize I've destroyed more homes and killed people

At the bottom of a bottle lies me and bad decisions

Which one will you choose an hour of drug induced euphoria

Or struggling to be clean with me seducing you

I'll wager you'll choose the former coz the latter will literally be harder keep up

Especially without no luck

So stay with me don't you leave me I need you

In the face of depression I'll always be with you

I'll give you love and affection as I slowly try to kill you

1st Corinthians 10:13

No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man

God is faithful and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability

But with the temptation

He will also provide a way of escape

That you may be able to endure it

And that is the word of the Lord

Leave and never come back please

It's a toxic relationship and I don't need it no more

I'm bigger than just a dopamine itch

Which is a glitch

Makes me unfit

To be the perfect version of me

I mean this with no disrespect but you're the worst learning curve I had to digest

A test that I almost failed in my quest for temporary satisfaction

I'm proud of my reaction

And I think I found happiness