One Day Lyrics

One day I was told I was gonna be something great

Well these days it just feels like I took a while to wait

Well maybe I am just too late

Maybe having dreams but never getting them is just my fate

Or maybe I'm just doing something wrong

While I'm singing these songs

Or maybe she just doesn't like me enough to want me for long

And all that crap just got me feeling like I'll never be shit

And when I'm rapping on these songs I'm just digging these pits

For myself

Like "memos" I can't put that shit on a shelf

I told myself and understood my mental health

But now it's back

Uh

This depression's back right over me

I'm really fucking hoping I'll be proud with the older me

The colder me

The bolder me

I hope she'll get a hold of me

And tell me that she love me though I'm not the way I'm told to be

I wear a bucket hat

The pink or the rose

And when I'm walking through the halls they think the closet is closed

I try to move it

Cause I don't want to fucking lose it

I miss the days when I was young and I was clueless

I miss the days when I didn't know that they would do this

Cause they've always had it out for me

I wish someone would just be proud of me

But they're not

Cause I don't have any pride

Cause even if I do I still get pushed to the side

I'm not athletic or attractive

Not even strong

The only thing I got going

Pissing off my own mom

And I'm insecure

Cause past girls had me feeling unsure

I know she got some good intentions cause her heart is so pure

And I like her more than those shoes that I got from LeFleur

And if I took directions I would only take them from her

Yeah

I wish that could show my pain

But I'll just seem insane

I wish that I could be accepted its all I want to gain

But no I'm out the frame

It's not about the fame

I just want someone to listen when they are feeling lame