Holding out for another year

Collecting my bitter tears

It's not what you make it

Just smile and fake it

You wanted a present dear

But I'm just gonna leave it here

Don't care if you like it

Tried my best to find it

And I know you wanted something better

And I hope one day you'll get it from another

My head in my hands but I just can't stand these expectations

Another lonely Christmas

Smoking by myself outside

Knowing you wouldn't like

To know how I'm feeling

But I know how you're feeling

I hate this color blue

The sweater I got from you

I know it's from your parents

hate you making me wear it

And I know you want someone better

And I hoped that you'd be my forever-ever

My heart on my sleeve but I don't believe these dreams anymore

Another lonely Christmas

I don't want it to be you

I don't want it to be you

I'm waiting for you to care

I'm waiting for you to care

I'm waiting for you to care

You're never gonna ever care