Concrete Pillow ft. reFrax Lyrics

How many times have I been here

I don't think it's worth the time to drive two hours home

When home doesn't feel like anywhere I could go

Home feels like a mountain in north New Mexico

Don't keep me in the same place for too long

I think I might get tired of it

But Heaven help me if say the same of you

I don't think that I could ever tire of you

We look back at our old towns

So we can say with surety we never wanna settle down

And I'd been waiting to get out

And I'll lay my head on the carpet

Or a concrete pillow

In the courtyard of the very one that put life into these limbs

Completely satisfied in knowing no one else would get why

My pockets are filled with rocks and stones and endless grains of sand

And I know they probably hate me for the crystal on my necklace

Never looking past the twisted sickness the modern age provides

Yet everywhere I look I see your face

And everywhere I look I see the smile upon your face

And I'll lay my head on the carpet

Or a concrete pillow

In the courtyard of the very one that put life into the land

Completely satisfied in knowing no one else would get why

I'd drive out of my way for a better view of the city lights

And I know they probably hate me for the feelings they've faced through me

Never looking past the twisted sickness that their selfish minds unwind

But everywhere I look I see your face

And everywhere I look I see the smile upon your face

All my tears are suddenly worth it

All my failures, well at least I've learned something

All my teeth have fallen out

But it's okay because they're already growing back

All the things I've ignored, it was always worth it

All the hours and the days, it was really worth the wait

I'm not quite there but I've finally seen

The light at end of the tunnel

Oh well, oh well, and I'll pull through