Faded Lyrics

I am not the same, I never will be

All that you wanted for me, I hope that you'd see

Lived out some dreams

Came up on empty on some

Thought I got what I needed

Left me feeling so numb

Back to getting faded, feeling frustrated

Will I ever I make it to the next stages

Oh no, this song wasn't made to increase my wages

I just gotta get it all off my chest

Exhale demons, when I'm feeling stressed

When the anxiety get the best of me

I'm pushing through the pain, cold night sweats

Most people want the happy talk

You couldn't walk through my thoughts on a sunny day

Never had a way carved out for me

Stuck to my love, no plan b

Highs and the lows, this music carries me through it

I have my doubts

Everyday struggle for words out my mouth

Always been the quiet kid, hear me out

Misunderstood, white boy from the south

Making beats, kick drum knocking out your teeth

It's hip hop I bleed

Air max on my feet since the day I could read

School never taught you how to chase these dreams

Keep you in a box, follow the flock

Crossing that line if you challenge the boss

I did it my way now I plan out my days

On all of these records I say what I want to say

I'm sorry if I showed up faded

I guess it's better now than belated

Happy all the times we wasted

Substance out of nothing we crave it

Don't get it twisted, I'm not conflicted

I'm just out living my truth

You know I ain't perfect

Some days feel worthless

Prayers stay up high for the youth

And I could never judge you

Grudge with you while on your own walk

Get out your feelings, why you reeling

Reach out and share your heart

No matter how dark

The lights come on when you put this on

I hope you feel my love up above

Down low in the sub

Think twice before you cut it, no

The ones I gave the most expect the most back

Can't build trust just signing that contract

Hard lessons, even with the best intentions

Some of y'all steady flexing

Don't take it personal, cause I stay versatile

Even if you did me wrong, it was worth it all

Tribulation build innovation, growth my motivation

Pure intentions drive the vision

So relentless out to get this

All the way from the start I could feel it in my heart

Beating through my chest

Even at my lowest when I'm drowning in the stress

I found the flow, next level yo

You can't tell me nothing, stomach rumbling

Beat keep bumping, on to something

My escape the fate that waits

No debate, God I love it

I'm sorry if I showed up faded

I guess it's better now than belated

Happy all the times we wasted

Substance out of nothing we crave it

I'm sorry if I showed up faded

I guess it's better now than belated

Happy all the times we wasted

Substance out of nothing we crave it