Giving Up Lyrics

Real is so real, for real though, I Just use music to heal me, look

They always talkin' like they Really know me, always alone, But that don't mean that

I am always lonely, And I'll

Believe it when I see it, you gon

Have to show me, And hatin' on The next, man, that shit is

So below me, And all the shit I Did for you, boy, you

Fuckin' owe me, Got my heart Open and broken, no lie, you

Really the coldest , for real, And At this point, I don't know how to Feel

I just hope that I cope, and it all Get revealed

To me, want you to know, it ain't No hate in my heart

And they hated us together, how We Let them break us apart

But thank you for the strength, Because I wouldn't have made it This far

And I hate that we had to end, Cause you was here from the start

And I'm so lost on this journey, but I know I'm headed far

Nothing about me is easy, because I always had it hard

Look, we movin' forward, ain't no Sense in lookin' back

I make this shit look light, I don't Feel the need to act, ayy

I came a long way, I can't speak Down on myself, even without a King

I'ma put that crown on myself, I Was fucked up by myself

I'm risin' up by myself, you can't Teach me anything

So leave your books on the shelf, Nigga, For all these years, I just Never understood

The ending, It's not what's on the Outside, it's what

they see up in me,

And I speak for the loners and the souls

That are broken and empty, I'm Standin' for somethin', I don't care If

The whole world against me, Ayy, I hope you ain't givin' up

I hope you ain't givin' up, I hope You ain't givin' up

Cause all I wanted was your love, But I can't make you give a fuck,

I can't make you care, I can't Make you give a fuck

I'm sorry if I hurt you, I didn't Mean to make you scared to love

I'm used to people walkin' out, That's why it's hard to stay in Touch

I show gratitude, cause shit ain't Break me, it just make me tough

But I don't give a fuck about what You got, I don't give a fuck about What you heard

Just don't act like someone you

Not, Don't ever go back on your Word, because

I been solid, ayy, Leavin' was Never an option you needed

I got it, did so many favors that I Never counted

So I don't know why you be out hH

Here clownin' like

And if we bein' real, you was Never real, Had me raisin' hell, I Hope I make it into

Heaven still, And I'm still alive, It's somethin' in me

They could never kill, Dark place, I felt waste, I pray that you

Never feel, Ayy, and I wish you The best from a distance

I miss you bad as fuck, it's hard,

Fightin' this resistance

I'm supposed to be workin', but I'm sittin' here reminiscin'

Waitin' on you to call, cause I'll be There in a instance

I came a long way, I can't speak Down on myself

Even without a king, I'ma put that Crown on myself

I was fucked up, by myself, I'm Risin' up, by myself

You can't teach me anything, so Leave your books on the shelf

Nigga, for all these years, I just Never understood the enemy

It's not what's on the outside, it's What they see up in me

And I speak for the loners and the Souls that are broken and empty

I'm standin' for somethin', I don't Care if the whole world against Me

I hope you ain't givin' up, I hope You ain't givin' up

I hope you ain't givin' up, I hope You ain't givin' up

Cause all I wanted was your love, That's all I wanted

But I can't make you give a fuck, I can't