Used to Be (Interlude) Lyrics

I'm not really copin'

Am I just broken?

I can't fuckin' focus

All these people are like locusts

Fuckin' vultures

I'm just tryna be the man I'm supposed to be

But demons get a hold of me

Wishing it was O for me

But I'm a coward and I wouldn't do it myself

So I allow it to bottle up inside of me

I know I shouldn't

It's not good for my health

I stopped going to the psych because I didn't wanna inconvenience anybody else

Didn't learn how to drive 'cause my father left when I was 18

And my mother couldn't take care of herself

Now I'm 23 and I'm losing me to the person people want me to be

This is just me speaking honestly

This may not be how I want it to be

But this is how it's gotta be

I guess

I'm out here looking for myself

'Cause lately I've been feeling like someone else

But I'm too proud to call out for help

Take a look at me

And see that I've already paid my fees

I'm not the man that I used to be

I feel like I don't know where I'm going

But I know where I wanna be

I can see the vision clearly

But it's just a matter of the feat

So I gotta keep moving

Keep grinding

Everything will happen in good timing

But one thing's for sure

I'm not the man I used to be

I'm out here looking for myself

'Cause lately I've been feeling like someone else

But I'm too proud to call out for help

Take a look at me

And see that I've already paid my fees

I'm not the man that I used to be

Oh

I'm not the man

That I used to be