Nuisance Lyrics

Wandering around in my own head

Brood over tiny things that someone said

Search for a reason why I feel so bad

It's so exhausting not to understand

Come up with theories that will not hold up

But make me feel like I'm not good enough

Damn introspection or the lack thereof

I'm getting tired of not giving up

Thinking positively not effective

If something good comes up, I'm quick to reject it

But if I'm honest, to put it bluntly

I'm losing interest in my recovery

Motivation to do anything's dwindling

Don't wanna spend another second thinking

No matter what I do, I feel like I'm sinking

Think about it, let the consequence sink in

Don't wanna bother anyone around me

I am a burden when I cry so loudly

Can't I stop making everything about me

And stop struggling with accepting boundaries?

I can't be anything but fucking useless

The way I act is borderline abusive

You try to help me, I don't see what the use is

All I am is a fucking nuisance

You say I wouldn't make it better with suicide

You say you wanna help, but you aren't qualified

I say I'll think about it, hope you'll be satisfied

I feel like letting people help me ain't justified

I have a problem and it's not yet identified

No matter what I do, lately it intensifies

You've tried to reach me, but I'm constantly occupied

I'm waiting for the day that maybe I'll realize

My problems are valid

I am worth the effort

I didn't choose to be damaged

I deserve to get better