Ice In My Veins Lyrics

I got my brothers and my family

Looking at me so different now

But I can't see what they see my reflection Gaussian

Who am I supposed to be? (Let's go)

I don't know

I lie to myself till my pain is numb

I been thinking how my thoughts been hiding on this run

I'm just running through these branches

I've been scratching

I been clawing through this dense type of forest

I just chose to ignore it

I got this drink in my cup, got me feeling so thin

I got ice in my veins

I'm just going for the win

My feelings freezing cold

I never tell a soul (no no)

This is my therapy

It's getting harder and harder to breathe

I'm suffocating, been thinking about how I should do better

How do I face it?

That one in the mirror

Elephant in the room

It's getting bigger

It's getting harder and harder to know

If I'm okay, I'm sliding, I'm fading

But still trying, I'm digging deep

To understand that part of me

So pardon me

I just need another chance

I was gone for a bit but I'm back wow

And to my surprise home is different

How do I act now?

Jigsaw pieces I'm picking up my puzzle

They never train me for that part of that broken rubble

Cemented in my brain nobody stayed the same

Progress through timelines, but I'm on an adjacent train

I ain't changing for you

I'm changing for myself

I wrote this song I hope it helps

It's getting harder and harder to breathe

I'm suffocating, been thinking about how I should do better

How do I face it?

That one in the mirror

Elephant in the room

It's getting bigger

It's getting harder and harder to know

If I'm okay, I'm sliding, I'm fading

But still trying, I'm digging deep

To understand that part of me

So pardon me

I just need another chance