Introspective Lyrics

Living feels like a ghost in me

I'm keeping it like a host in me

It's having a blast but wrecks the house

The damage is vast

And still I can't kick it out

The other guests are depending on me

On keeping the party going in me

I can't let them down

The hole is extending

Emotions start to drown

I wish this all would be ending

Can I go to where love is still found?

Feeling low but my feelings don't count

You see I'm in this state in life now

But until I'm dead I won't reach any end or settle down

Thought I was trapped in my own mind

Couldn't accept that you made me blind

Trying to find a sense in life somehow

And it only works if I tell myself it's aimless and full of pointless vows