By Myself Lyrics

It's been a long time since I've felt like

I wasnt by myself

I can not deal with this pain

Its been a long time i need help

Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf

Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt

Its been a long time but I need help though

Depression got a grip on my life got a grip on my throat

Gotta pick what I do gotta pick what I dont

So Im hitting the road and I aint coming back

I gotta tell it bye now

Gotta change my life right now

Feeling low I get high now right now why now

Its been a long road but you mine now

I dont see what you see in me

I got issues and Im empty

I know that you think you get me

But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me

I dont see what you see in me

I got issues and Im empty

I know that you think you get me

But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me

It's been a long time since I've felt like

I wasnt by myself

I can not deal with this pain

Its been a long time i need help

Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf

Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt

And Im not feeling good now I

Mask the pain

Smile on my face Its a mask for pain

When I make it big with the cash and fame

Will it be the same will I notice change will I

Huh Im still feeling strange

Got a little buzz my mind it rearranged

Got a little buzz but ma I will not change

Got a little buzz my mind going insane

But I came in vain so they hate my name

And they hate

Anything Im doing so I do it with a purpose

Anything Im doing I do it while Im still hurting

Everything Im doing I do it I do it perfect

Anything Im doing now

Everything I screw it up

Prolly why Im feeling down

Prolly why Im feeling stuck

Thinking i should give it up

It's been a long time since I've felt

Like I wasn't by myself

I can not deal with this pain

Its been a long time i need help

I feel alone again

Dont reach out I been on my own instead

Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah

Here we go again yeah here we go again

I feel alone again

Dont reach out I been on my own instead

Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah

Here we go again yeah here we go again